Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
Denmark
Back in May, L and I went on vacation to
The flight over was awful, on a cramped little plane (don't fly Continental!) and I had some allergy issues on the very first day of arrival but despite those things, I loved
However, it was also the atmosphere of the place that made it so enjoyable.
Despite initially wanting to accompany L to
By the last couple of days I had gotten used to the morning routine L and I had developed of lazy peaceful mornings of coffee and great bread and butter; sometimes walking to the local bakery to pick up a new delicious loaf. In fact we had a couple of stores that had become used to seeing us come in. L commented with lament the day before we were to depart, that she had just gotten used to our routine and we suddenly had to go. Honestly, I was sad to come back to
http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2008/02/14/60minutes/main3833797.shtml
and
http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/5224306.stm
It's interesting to note that in the 60 Minutes piece, it is stated a couple of times that perhaps "content" would be a more accurate description than "happy". I have to say that although I cannot explain why, a prevailing air of contentment is exactly what I sensed while being in
One of the Danes in the news story goes into how the Danish keep to themselves, would rather not talk to others, etc, etc. I suppose the outward demeanor of the people in general seemed very "Nordic" and stoic to some degree. However, I found that people were perfectly willing to speak to us and offer a smile and on some occasions seemed to take an interest in us.
Though, the 60 Minutes piece states homogeneousness as one among a few possible reasons for the happiness (or contentment) among the Danes, I think it's important to note (especially since one of the things I love about New York is it's non-homogeneous aspect) that in the BBC article about the study, some of the most homogeneous cultures in Asia rank very low on the happiness meter; so that appears to be either a small or completely irrelevant factor.
I find the facts that the story points out about Denmark very interesting when contrasted to the U.S.A.: all education is free through university, students can take as long as they want to finish, half a year for maternity/paternity leave , government paid healthcare, the average workweek is 37 hours, the average vacation is 6 weeks.....all these things that contribute to overall happiness that Americans would consider evil "socialism" diametrically opposed to the American Dream of "having it all"...well I guess that attitude has succeeded in putting us at a distant 23 on the list. Go
Somehow that Puritanical work ethic became corrupted (the Puritans not having very healthy attitudes to begin with) into an ethic of working yourself to death for the accumulation of wealth, and measuring one's sense of self-worth against the things you own.
Well, at least we aren't "socialist, like

Anyway, on to the fun stuff.....obligatory vacation pics! The three above are, in order: a street in Svaneke on the
Above, is "the Bee House", the little structure that L and I stayed in on her family's property in
L's father and step-mother's house in Bornholm.
and a little shed on the property.
Remains of excavated Viking ships at the
L standing by one of the Viking ships.
Fields of rapeseed in

Two wonderful Roman busts within the Ny Carlsberg Glyptotek Museum in Copenhagen. The museum has a great collection of ancient Roman statuary which I found inspiring.

...and a funerary relief sculpture from a section at the Glyptotek that focused on the ancient city of
more to come....
Sunday, June 22, 2008
The Abscence Of Eyes....Also A Window?

Today, as I am working on another image featuring a figure with the eyes removed, (such as Transmogrification:Figure I above), I ponder why it is I like to remove the eyes so very often. I suppose there could be many reasons, and I tend not to like to analyze my art too deeply (well not to others, anyway) as I think it destroys the ability of the viewer to self-interpret if everything is clearly defined.
However, I can't help but remember a very long ago past day in an art class in high school. I used to draw a lot of figures and portraits and I would always black out the eyes back then, or have them cast in such deep shadow that the figure was basically eyeless. We had a substitute this one day and she was looking at me drawing some of my usual fare and asked to look at what I was doing. So I obliged her and she picked up the paper taking a long pondering look. I can't remember her name or what she looked like but I remember what she said; she said that missing eyes were indicative of "a lonely soul". Perhaps...perhaps not. Who knows. I tend to think different things can have more than one meaning depending upon the individual (of course there are archetypes, but in general...), but that comment always struck a chord as being right, at least for me.
My initial reaction was annoyance as she handed the drawing back. I was annoyed because I knew it was spot on and the thought that this stranger could know something intimate about me from a simple drawing really bothered me. I started putting eyes on all my portraits and figures, not wanting to be that exposed again.
Some things change and some things stay the same, I guess...
Friday, May 23, 2008
The New Projects
However, I suppose I should have seen that coming. Life had gotten in the way on a few occasions, various holidays, birthdays and other social engagements and then the normal obstacle of having to work a job to support my work and etc, etc. If my approach was simply that of a photographer, then I would be further along. But the photos I shoot of the model may as well be a base sketch for me. The real work comes after as I manipulate, rework, combine, draw/paint (digitally or analog), add other elements, etc to make a final image. Plus, I'm basically self-taught when it comes to the digital side of things and I haven't been working that way for very long, relatively speaking, so I feel as if I am still discovering new ways of doing things. There’s a lot of trying things out and starting over…it’s time consuming! Sometimes, I feel that because it often starts with the camera, some of the models I work with may not quite understand that, being used to working with proper photographers.
A model had recently asked me if I felt that I bit off more than I can chew or some equivalent of that meaning that I shoot more than I can get to. Perhaps that’s true but I see the shoots as a well of sketches I can constantly dip into over time. This is the reason I prefer to pay a model rather than do TFP because the model is then paid for their time and has gotten something out of it and doesn’t expect to see a wealth of finished images in a short space of time.
Anyway, on to the upcoming projects:
Requiem In Oblivion Is going to be a series of imagery dealing with figures in dystopian landscapes or some sort of undefined limbo or netherworld (or perhaps a series of such places). It originally arose out of an image I was starting for a commission which fell through. However, I liked the image concept that I had come up with and it began to open up and evolve a bit in my mind and I realized that this was an allegorical context that I could explore further to express many different things. The first images of this series “Twilight”, “Idyll” and “Light I” will be up on the site when it is re-launched.
The Dark Carnival Is a series that will be somewhat more diverse dealing with concepts of death, suffering, the arcane, myth, religion, atrocity, oppression, violence, the human condition and the darker aspects of the human psyche. “Memento Mori” will be the first image of the series appearing on the revamped site.
As with everything I do, I expect that these projects may change or grow in scope as I continue.
The Blog
For awhile I have wanted to work out some of my artistic ideas, thoughts, etc I’ve tried to do this on paper, but that never gets very far for whatever reason. Such is the age we live in I suppose. Maybe I have been trained to somehow think there is something more meaningful or something more final to neatly presented text on a screen as opposed to my often illegible handwritten scribblings. At any rate, I suppose this blog will really be for me, to organize my ideas and theories….especially since it is doubtful anyone else will have the interest to read it!